school is murder i think
similarly to most people, i don't like school. i only like working while i'm at school, i don't like being social there. i just can't get along with anyone. the people i get along with are either aggravating or don't like me.
i acknowledge that i do this to myself, but i still hate it nonetheless.
i like to think i'm good at reading people, but i've noticed at times that i'm very annoying. in order to combat this perception of me, i'm a bit of a people pleaser. i often adapt to the way people act in order to make them like me. again, it's my fault, but i just get very bothered by having to keep up a façade. i mean, if i could live in a world where everyone acts how i want them to, i think that would be pretty great.
i also don't like anything in my current curriculum. i'm pretty sure we're going over ww2 again sometime this year, which is cool. the only somewhat-interesting topics so far were marine life and ocean pollution which i believe i'm knowledgeable in. i wanted to be a marine biologist, but i've recently switched over to criminology. thankfully i've never taken any courses on marine-biology-related things,, so i haven't wasted any time. right now i'm kind of a couch detective but that'll change eventually, mayhaps.